Waiting For Results
Right now I am sitting here typing this pathetic entry. In about 33 minutes I will go out and head to the dentists' office to hopefully take out my braces. I've had them for so long. ((about 3 years or so)) that I feel like pulling them out myself. The pain is tremendous and makes me look very foolish [don't ask]. It will be the 3rd time with high hopes and expectations. Too bad that 2 out of the 3 times were a failure. This time...I shall not hope or smile. I will go there and pray to whoever's out there that it'll be out. I don't believe in God or anything like that... but there must be something out there that I can only talk to. Well...even if there is something out there, he/she probably never hears my pleas. =.= I missed about 2 days of school for this. Two days! I don't wanna be known for not going to school! >.< It kills me ... these damn braces. Well...I think I'd better head off now. It's 12:30 ... and my appointment's at 1 o'clock. Hm...I'll wait a bit. And when I do come back, I'll tell you wether did it or not. I mean... I don't have any gaps left...at least, not much of it. And if I do see it finally come off, 4 others will too. Why? Because I have friends coming over to do a spanish project after school and I don't think they'd be too upset to see me metal free. Okay...it's now 12:32. The suspension is killing me. Do you know that I had to wait 10 extra minutes the last time because I came too early and they were on their lunch break? I need to be metal free! We don't have time to waste eating! I came there early for a reason. It was so I didn't have to wait. And I had to wait anyways. That's the whole problem with the dentists office. You want to just get it over with but there's actual suspension hanging. Like ... like a cliffhanger. Or a bee thats so close you don't know if it'll sting you or not. 12:36 ... maybe I should just brush up my teeth one last time. I did it twice already this morning. And I haven't eaten anything since. And I'm a food person. Going a long time without food is enough to like...kill me or something like that. Yes...I'll do that. I'll brush my teeth now. And then, it'll probably be 12:45 and it takes me about 2 minutes to put on my shoes and 5 minutes to get to the office itself. So that's 7 minutes....added on to the 12:45 which makes it 12:52? Okay...it's 12:38 I'd better start my plan now. Wish me all the luck.