Ramblings of the day
So I just remembered that the point of livejournal, is, in fact, to journal, so I'm going to attempt to do so. Also, this is probably easier than writing things down, given the fact that I type really quickly and am left-handed. Today was good because I spent eight hours of it with Proctor, whom I hadn't seen since he left for Basic around July. At first it was awkward, but it went back to the way we used to be pretty quickly, and it reminded me that the reason that I was able to tolerate living in El Paso for as long as I did was that there were some pretty fantastic people living here with me. But now that most of the people I care about here are gone, it seems kind of pointless for me to be here. Also, I miss everyone so much that it occasionally physically hurts. Watching TV helps though. I've gotten fairly addicted to Doctor Who, but I've been so busy either being forced to do things with my mother or feeling obligated to do things with friends that I still haven't finished the fifth season, so hopefully that'll get done tomorrow. And I've been watching tons of Buffy, my coping mechanism of choice. But hopefully I'll get out of this house soon. Tomorrow I get to ask about possibly leaving on the fifth, and having something like that to look forward to will make everything else far more bearable.
Anyway, I've been pondering actually participating in something on a community. I've written fic before, but most of it was TERRIBLE. But it was het, which has never exactly been my forte. So I'm thinking about writing some slash and posting it somewhere after I have someone look over it. I'll ask Allie, but I'm not sure if she would want to because of squick levels. Also, I'd like to attempt to make some icons. But mostly, I'm sick of being trapped in this house. I feel like I'm stuck here just like I was stuck here as a kid, and that's a horrible feeling to relive. So I've just been telling myself that it should be over soon, and distracting myself with Buffy and people from my real home in Denton. If anyone reads this, I apologize for the randomness and super huge angst levels of it. /rant
Anyway, I've been pondering actually participating in something on a community. I've written fic before, but most of it was TERRIBLE. But it was het, which has never exactly been my forte. So I'm thinking about writing some slash and posting it somewhere after I have someone look over it. I'll ask Allie, but I'm not sure if she would want to because of squick levels. Also, I'd like to attempt to make some icons. But mostly, I'm sick of being trapped in this house. I feel like I'm stuck here just like I was stuck here as a kid, and that's a horrible feeling to relive. So I've just been telling myself that it should be over soon, and distracting myself with Buffy and people from my real home in Denton. If anyone reads this, I apologize for the randomness and super huge angst levels of it. /rant