Its my life so just DEAL!!
the one sidedness of a conversation.....
in continuation of earlier:
i honestly don't care what the reason is.......it really doesn't make a difference
i can't even cry over this shit.......its just ridiculous!!! this is why i don't have that many close girl friends....b/c they suck!!!!! i don't have to worry about my guy friends sleepin w/ that asshole..........what ever reasons u have, i don't really give a rip..........i've learned that in these situations only time can heal.....but i must say this....fool me once shame on u....fool me twice and shame on me!! and for the second time...i'm the fool.....AGAIN!!! so fuck this shit!! I don't need to hear all the details of Justin's affairs.........FUCK JUSTIN and the high horse he rode in on!! he was the only guy that i actaully thought i cared about and i don't know how i could say that after all the shit that i've been through.....this is it......i'm over it!! I'M OVER HIM!!!! and i mean this in the most literal sense.......if he died tomorrow........I wouldn't cry a single tear....and i don't care if u go back and tell him that...i hope someone does!!!! i really can't take this shit right now....so i'm goin to drink until i pass out and laugh about this whole fuckin shit tomorrow!!! this is how i deal with shit....i drink it some what away until tomorrow......it works for me and if justin is the reason i turn into an alcoholic than so be it!!....nothing good will ever become of him anyway!!
in continuation of earlier:
i honestly don't care what the reason is.......it really doesn't make a difference
i can't even cry over this shit.......its just ridiculous!!! this is why i don't have that many close girl friends....b/c they suck!!!!! i don't have to worry about my guy friends sleepin w/ that asshole..........what ever reasons u have, i don't really give a rip..........i've learned that in these situations only time can heal.....but i must say this....fool me once shame on u....fool me twice and shame on me!! and for the second time...i'm the fool.....AGAIN!!! so fuck this shit!! I don't need to hear all the details of Justin's affairs.........FUCK JUSTIN and the high horse he rode in on!! he was the only guy that i actaully thought i cared about and i don't know how i could say that after all the shit that i've been through.....this is it......i'm over it!! I'M OVER HIM!!!! and i mean this in the most literal sense.......if he died tomorrow........I wouldn't cry a single tear....and i don't care if u go back and tell him that...i hope someone does!!!! i really can't take this shit right now....so i'm goin to drink until i pass out and laugh about this whole fuckin shit tomorrow!!! this is how i deal with shit....i drink it some what away until tomorrow......it works for me and if justin is the reason i turn into an alcoholic than so be it!!....nothing good will ever become of him anyway!!