Love?

Feb 05, 2006 03:48

I think I finally realized whats up.

I care a lot for a few boys... including my dear valentine. But I think I really love a man. And I know he loves me.

Slowly as ever, this man has become one of my best friends, even when i was being stubborn to him, denying his friendship for the sake of my friend's feelings. But now, He's one of the most amazing men I've ever met in my life. And I do realize that i care deeply for him.

Its one of those things

Half of the men i meet and care for, I get jealousy over... and those are the ones I can NEVER be with (the rockstars I generally go for. Geoff, Scott Dugdale, Damien Haze)

But then the other half I dont get jealous over, and I make myself proud at those moments. And this man... Gosh.

Hes an amazing guy, a sweetheart. We spent 6 hours one night just hanging out and talking. I know so much about him, and hes so nice. He says he cant be sarcastic with me.

I can only find 2 downfalls

=1 hes got a girlfriend- but MAY be over soon. He promised me the other day that if something happened, he would do anything in his power to be with me

=2= not really a downfall, but hes in a band. A GOOD band. And all the ladies want him lol

Ok... im done. I WILL NOT tell a soul who it is. But I love him the same regardless.
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