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I hate boys. I almost lot my job today... I did lose the boyfriend.
I've been numb for a long time now... not caring about anything at all. And as soon as I come out of that shell and realize that I love someone... shit like this happens.
We talked it out. I still love him... he still loves me. I just need to give him space to figure out what he wants.
God... this sucks ass. Cuz i had so many plans for our anniversary. I cant really say... cuz i know he will read... but it would be the sweetest thing EVER *and totally cheap too! lol*
anyway... i love you guys. I love zach.
take care
I've been numb for a long time now... not caring about anything at all. And as soon as I come out of that shell and realize that I love someone... shit like this happens.
We talked it out. I still love him... he still loves me. I just need to give him space to figure out what he wants.
God... this sucks ass. Cuz i had so many plans for our anniversary. I cant really say... cuz i know he will read... but it would be the sweetest thing EVER *and totally cheap too! lol*
anyway... i love you guys. I love zach.
take care