Apr 18, 2010 22:12
i wonder if anyone even comes on here anymore... any-who... its been another year since i've been here. i had another baby her name is violet. so now i have three girls (daisy, lily, and violet) herman has been out of prison for almost a year now. i've seen him twice, both times were at walmart. its weird that it upsets me when i see him. its like my heart drops straight threw my asswhole. i just need to forget about the past. we both did each other wrong. and neither of us were ready to grow upwhen it was needed the most. he is married to an older women now and she seems to keep him in line. mike and i are still going strong, he has an awesome job and is great with the kids. its funny cause daisy calls him "uncle mike" and she is comfertable with the fact that i am her mother but i dont raise her. she introduces me to people as her mom and tells people she has two moms... (it is scary how much she looks like herman. and when she gets mad at you and gives you her mad face or glares at you it makes me want to cry it looks just like him and gives me flashbacks of when he would get mad at me.) lily is my mini me though...she has seans big blue eyes but everything else is all me!(she does have his "buck the system attitude though) the only thing that violet got from me is her fingers and eyes, she has mikes moms feet and everything else is mike. anyway i just thought i would drop in here and update this...
until next time...