update
well i havent been on in forever once again... does any one even use their live journal anymore?
well as far as the update goes... daisy turned 3 two days ago. herman came home and went back to prison. for another two years. i ahve met a new guy named sean but we will see how that goes cause my love for herman is still very real. it is just the factor of my family that keeps us apart. i own my own home in shalimar now. i am not on probation anymore. i ended up having to do four months in jail to get off of it. and even with all the good in my life it still seems as though i still have a huge whole in my soul. will i ever be able to fill that whole? will herman be etched in my soul forever? i guess i may never know. all i can say right now is, is that i am doing the best that i can.
well as far as the update goes... daisy turned 3 two days ago. herman came home and went back to prison. for another two years. i ahve met a new guy named sean but we will see how that goes cause my love for herman is still very real. it is just the factor of my family that keeps us apart. i own my own home in shalimar now. i am not on probation anymore. i ended up having to do four months in jail to get off of it. and even with all the good in my life it still seems as though i still have a huge whole in my soul. will i ever be able to fill that whole? will herman be etched in my soul forever? i guess i may never know. all i can say right now is, is that i am doing the best that i can.