my heart is breaking into even more pieces
so.... the other day i worte herman a letter telling him that i am scared that he doesn't want to be with me or the baby.
the this morning hermans mom tried to tell me that she doesn't think herman loves me anymore.
the only reason why i took that a little bit into consideration is that herman doesn't come home happy anymore..we havent made love in 3 days ... and him and his mother had a day of fishing yesterday. it was only the two of them so.... maybe he told her that. i know he did tell her that "i can't leave her.. where will she go?"
ok..... now that cut me deep. why would someone say that? besides my name is first on the lease, the power is in my name, the electric is in my name, the water is in my name, the cable is in my name, all the stuff to fill that house is mine.
i just don't understand.
the this morning hermans mom tried to tell me that she doesn't think herman loves me anymore.
the only reason why i took that a little bit into consideration is that herman doesn't come home happy anymore..we havent made love in 3 days ... and him and his mother had a day of fishing yesterday. it was only the two of them so.... maybe he told her that. i know he did tell her that "i can't leave her.. where will she go?"
ok..... now that cut me deep. why would someone say that? besides my name is first on the lease, the power is in my name, the electric is in my name, the water is in my name, the cable is in my name, all the stuff to fill that house is mine.
i just don't understand.