my so called boring life

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i am trying to think of ways to better my life.
i want t obe strong and not cry when i am sad.
i want to hang out with friends.
i want to walk my dog.
i want jonny the pedifile to stop knocking on my door at 5 in the morning.
i want jessie to stop bringing garbage into my house.
i want to be able to through a piece of furniture away instead of it being dragged back to my back door (jessie)
i want to make it through this pregnancy.
i want to not be scared to be a mom.
i want to be a good mom.
i want to be 15 again and riding around in tiffys colt with nothing to bitch about except stephanie richardson.
i want my dog to stop scratching himself bald.
i want to not have bad dreams about drugs and how they control peoples lives better then anything in the world.
i want to go to jamaca and smoke some hashish legally.
i want to smash all the tv's in my house.
i want to own a home with a big yard with an inground pool and a diving bored.
i want herman to come home happy again.
i want jessie to find her own home and job.
i want to make more money.
i want school to start again.
i want to change my major to business.
i want to own my very own store.
i want to be me again.