all alone on the holiday season

[tuxx0rz]

*sighs* never have i felt so lonely as i do right now.... granted yes i have been single durring many holidays but there is something diffrent about this time... i dont know what it is but for some reason im uber lonely and depressed.... i heard a country song today that the main refrain was something like "all i want for christmas is a kiss" or something like that and it got me thinking.... to be honest thats all i truely want but i know that i wont get it and to be honest yes it makes me sad but at the same time i guess i dont really care. but yea on another note i think i made a decision today but i still need to talk to linh and see if she will be willing to help me before i say anything more. well im gonna throw out some shout-outs then i need to go to bed

aly - *hugz* miss ya and i might need to talk to ya about something in a few days
justin - whats up yo... man your fucking cool
garza - sup g
stormy - miss ya and i hope i get to talk to ya soon
kris - grow up!!! the world isnt about only you
mandy - i know you hate to hear it but you know there is a 99% chance that he will cheat on you again in the next few days
linh - i really need to talk to ya
britt - yo whats up?
matt d - hey call me when your in town
matt s - hey ill stop by your place within a few days of gettin to san jose
travis - dude im about to get the echoes visor
everyone else - hey whats up

oh and to everyone i hope yall have a great holidays and have fun for me cuz as you all know i wont... i love all you guys and i wouldnt trade our freindship for anything.... if anyone need anything ill always be here for yall

10 days remain