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I'm awake. I think I'm alive. Last night was good I think. A tiny bit
blurry I have to admit. Lots of wanting to fall asleep in someones
garden on my way home. Grass is so soft and smells good... Though it
rained all night so it probably wouldn't have been a good idea.
Right now I'm sitting in Jonas living room listening to him and Robert playing video games. It's relaxing. A quite good way to spend a Saturday I think. Tonight I'll just eat take out food and watch old movies or something. I won't even look at my stupid furniture from IKEA that needs to be put together. Who needs wardrobes anyway? Unless of course they lead you to fantastic new worlds with princes named Caspian and such...I don't think a wardrobe from IKEA will do that though. Not enough magic wood in them.
I think I have to read my Narnia books again. I look forward to seeing the movie. I think I'll see the hitchhiker's guide tomorrow.
I have invited Anders and Åsa to my house warming party and just to spite them or maybe cos it made me feel all evil inside I also invited Jim. He hasn't answered but it would feel fucking fantastic if he came... I just want to do something that will make them feel bad. Why can't I just be happy for them? Would I be happy if it was someone else? Just not her? The fucking bitch...this feels like the second guy that she has taken from me and why do I fucking feel that?? I'm the one making the mistakes.
Tired... But in a not sleepy but just a bit...tired way. I guess I have a hangover. Yay gor being all drunk, passing out in 2 seconds in Jonas' bed and getting up at 4 in the morning to find food :)
Right now I'm sitting in Jonas living room listening to him and Robert playing video games. It's relaxing. A quite good way to spend a Saturday I think. Tonight I'll just eat take out food and watch old movies or something. I won't even look at my stupid furniture from IKEA that needs to be put together. Who needs wardrobes anyway? Unless of course they lead you to fantastic new worlds with princes named Caspian and such...I don't think a wardrobe from IKEA will do that though. Not enough magic wood in them.
I think I have to read my Narnia books again. I look forward to seeing the movie. I think I'll see the hitchhiker's guide tomorrow.
I have invited Anders and Åsa to my house warming party and just to spite them or maybe cos it made me feel all evil inside I also invited Jim. He hasn't answered but it would feel fucking fantastic if he came... I just want to do something that will make them feel bad. Why can't I just be happy for them? Would I be happy if it was someone else? Just not her? The fucking bitch...this feels like the second guy that she has taken from me and why do I fucking feel that?? I'm the one making the mistakes.
Tired... But in a not sleepy but just a bit...tired way. I guess I have a hangover. Yay gor being all drunk, passing out in 2 seconds in Jonas' bed and getting up at 4 in the morning to find food :)