I like the mornings!
Today is the start of a brand new life for me. I feel really good about things today. I have my RA interview and I am really confident about it. Liz is coming this week so I'm FREAKIN HAPPY about that. I've expanded my horizons with people, and I like what I'm seeing. I had a dream last night. One part that stuck out to me was me looking back on smoke and fire, then I look ahead and see just bright yellow sunshine. I was thinking about it and this truly gives me hope. I don't know why I feel so content. I should feel depressed right? Well Shannon and I are finished then. There's no more to that. I can't fix everything. I guess some things just aren't meant to last. People do things we can't change, and some of us just can't understand ourselves enough to move on from them. But now I see how things must be, how the world is going to work. My eyes have been opened and I fell that rejuvination that I so longed for. Thank you God. You answered my prayers.