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Ok so i know ill probly get yelled at for saying this, but i think that there comes a time when i need to stop being in denial and realize the truth. And the unfortuant truth is that no matter how much we pretend this isnt happening school is in 2 days. Wow, how depressing. But the more i think about it and the more i wish that school just wont come, I realize that in a way I'm glad that school is starting again. Not because i like the work by any means, and not even to see the people because as much as i love to see them i would rather see my friends from school in a more happy place. But the reason why i'm not too bummed about going back is just because i feel like ive changed so much this summer and i feel like a better person. And i'm happy about that. I'm not saying that im a wonderful person or anything at all, but i think that i'm happier with myself and i'd rather go back to school happy about the last couple months than go back depressed.
And so i decided to copy Katharine and do this survey thing...
SUMMER 2005
Have you...
had a party? Not really
gone to a party? Yup.
spent the night with someone? Hehe yes a bunch of someones and also at grace's when we slept in the tent wayyyy at the begging of the summer.
laughed until your stomach hurt? Yes, too many times to count.
laughed until you almost peed your pants? Hehe.
gone on a vacation? Ummm
went to a camp? YUP!
swam? Hahahaha swimming test! And in the ocean with alanna.
went to the movies? Yup.
gone shopping? Oui oui.
gotten freakishly bored? Um maybe but i dont mind getting bored in the summer.
have you gotten sun burned yet? Yes.
made a bonfire? No, but ive been around one.
been outside during a lightning storm? Heheheh oooh the memories..sighh.
been to another state? Jersey! Conneticut, New York, Rhode Island
been to another country? Nope.
changed something about your appearance? Ummm i got more freckles, haha.
been to the the hospital with an injury? Nope.
commited a crime/broken the law? Um interbunk visitaion..? Hahahha
had a girlfriend or boyfriend? Yup : )
dumped a girlfriend or boyfriend? Nope.
kissed someone? : )
had a memorable moment? 1000000000000000000000000000.
had a horrible moment? Not really.
made new friends? YUP!
missed a friend? Yes.
slept under the stars? Um well, i did a lot of things under the stars this summer now that i think about it, hehe....
thought about school? Ugh
been to the beach? YES! (Cake ice cream...)
thought about a special someone? Course.
What a wonderful summer...the best.
Thank you all, the camp girls and the home friends, for an amazing summer. I love you all more than you know.
<3