[fic] Surest Poison

[fencer_x]

Title: Surest Poison
Author: fencer_x
Rating: PG
Summary: Tuti and Takashi chat after Tuti's show about time and the lack thereof.
Notes: ...Written, of course, because these boys keep begging for it :P

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[innusiq]

First off, thank you for writing something to go along with all the lovely pics the boy's provided a few days ago. It not only gave us something to fill in the blanks with, but a little more insight (albeit speculative) into what keeps drawing these two together/keeps them together. I loved all the details wrapped up in this, just those little things mentioning Gaku and Yotti being present, Takashi's impending trip home and that... just really adds that real feel that seems to pull me deeping into the depths of TutixNagayan heaven. Oh yes, you are adding nicely to my not healthy obsession regarding these two as being a couple.

Secondly, because I've always got to point things like this out, my favorite part:

"It feels like there's never enough time, sometimes...you know?"

Tuti's lips flittered between a confused frown and an amused grin, giving him quite the curiously bemused expression. "I...for what?"

A shrug. "Everything..." Instead of closing the short distance between them and kissing Tuti, though, he just let his head fall against Tuti's chest, arms clutched around the warm torso beneath him, and he breathed in deep. "Stuff like this. Or bringing you to Kanagawa with me. Or seeing another one of your shows."

I just sighed deeply after reading this section. It's such a wonderful moment of admission, not that they don't know this, that there isn't enough time or that both don't like this not having enough time, but to me at least, it's like yes they know there's not enough time, and usually it's something known, accepted and just pushed aside because their lives are what they are and the make the best of what they have because there is no point really whining and crying about what they don't have enough of, but it's good to once and a while reassure each other that yes, I know there isn't enough time but know that I understand, and wish it were different, but for now we just need to make due. That was one massive run-on, eh?

So, yeah, as always, really enjoyed reading this. Nagayan needs to get back from his skiing trip and post more Tuti pics, stat, if fics like this will be the result ;)