Sep 29, 2004 03:24
that's bout all I've got to say. I'm a slug. I'm not sleeping because I didn't take my medication because I was going to work all night then I just didn't make myself do it and I'm so screwed because I've got this big project due the day after tomorrow and I have to print a bunch of pics off for it but I've totally run out of ink and I don't know if the printeres at school use coloured ink or not ahhh..
yeah, I don't see how I'm ever going to do much in life if I don't bother going to bed. Dont tell me how to fix it, I know how to. Just pick my ass up and go, oh and take my medication before I do or I'll never get to sleep anyways. Can't take the meds now, I'll be sleeping until 1. School work? pleh, bite me. there's not much I could do anyways that will save me from that big horrible project. . . which I also have to present to the class and I haven't even thought about how I'm going to do that . . .
I considered just skipping out thursday and friday. . catching up on sleep, doing homework at home. . . but I'm prety certain I'd be suspended, which I wouldn't mind, but my dad would get all mad .. and I wouldn't blame him, really.
Yay first month of school and I'm already considering just not going.
all the same, I stand by my decision to switch. there was no hope in Haney, I would have just dropped out before the year even started or practecly. I hated it so much there . . . it was only getting worse and worse .. . even if I was happy with my work . . . so that's one thing that I'll never decide was a mistake.
Time to suck it up Rachel, work my hiney.