(drabble) Officially Missing You: brb, going to Paris~...
Notes: So yes! I am back for another maybe short, but long drabble you might say? I recently JUST came back from, Paris. YES PARIS! Le Ville de Amour~ Sounds HOT right? Well of course for me =.=; it wasn't at all. Well actually to be honest I had realREAL mixed feelings about it and everything. I had the best experience of a life time with my friends and all; however, I had someone here right where I live who I missed beyond believe. You have NO idea... wait a second... actually you might! Haha, confusing,eh? Well let me explain~ So basically what your about to read is my personal journal. Of course your probably thinking OMFG WHY ARE YOU RELEASING YOUR JOURNAL ON ALL SITES?! and my only answer to you is the fact that YES it IS my personal journal, but its not literally about me. Instead of being the sane person that my mother created 15 years ago, I (re-) formatted this story so it is in a Jonghyun to Key perspective. And, right now I'm having second thoughts about it since you might be TOTALLY and COMPLETELY lost when you read it, but just follow along and maybe you'll eventually get it? >.<;; Hopefully? ANYWAY, please enjoy as much as you can. And remember... commenting = love JongKey Love XD. Oh and **please not that this drabble is written in JONGHYUN'S perspective!** Thank you!
Somewhere in France day 1~
Life outside is like a painting, reserved permanently behind the clear glass windows of the high speed bullet train; well at least, until we step outside (kekeke~). Its defiantly no America, like they say back home, but then again... its no Asia either. So I guess it really is and can correctly be called France. The scene is absolutely amazing and everything stands pure beauty~... (Just like you would if you were with me.)
I wonder if you would sit here with me in awe if you came...~ I wonder if we can get lost in this world. This beauty. Together.
There is really nothing else to say now~ Its nice to be surrounded by friends though, even when your not here. Minho is showing off his creative mind by describing the intense sensations of what it would be like to ski down the high white peaks of the endless mountains outside, on the horizon, while Taemin is showing off his aeygo~ Hohoho~
5 minutes left on the train~
Btw Onew just puked- good thing it wasn't me getting sick as usual~
Somewhere in France day 2~
Its like visiting those endlessly open places where you want to scream at the top of your lungs: sharing your deepest thoughts, hopes, dreams, loves and pains. You can never forget the pains.
I just want it to understand. To comprehend. To accept. And to maybe even for-fill what it is to be destiny. My destiny.
It was your name. It was you that I screamed for. You that I screamed the most about. You that I want. That I need.
It's your name that I treasure and keep safe in the depths of my heart. My soul.
Life... seems... good... amazing... even if your not by my side. Even if the gaping black hole tears me apart. Killing me. Swollowing me whole.
The group is trying to keep me together.
"Best friends 'Forever or Never,'" they scream out, showing their dorky smiles.
They let me unravel; allowing to whisper my wants. Our wants. Our pains. Together. As a family. They keep me concealed- thoughtful almost~
Going to dunner~ gotta comb out my hair and Taeminnie's who got it stuck in Minho's hair-curling-brush~ Kekeke~
P.S. - Song lyrics = the inspiration of France ^^~
Somewhere in France day 3~
Whether its standing on the sun-plashed streets above or attached to the midnight street payphone while the moonlight embraces the dark sky. I'm officially missing you.I wish I could have talked to you longer on the phone.
You should have seen the aeygo today from everyone. Traveling and visiting went from tall glistening castles to the depths of the cold clear Mediterranean Sea.
God, have I mentioned how long it takes for Minho to shower?! Taeminnie just went to use the toilet 30 minutes ago and he still isn't... Oh god... wait a sec... Shit... never mind then. Brb, I gotta go puke from mental shock.
*Later:
So, basically everyone is getting on each others nerves. Being the manager and all, Onew had to talk to Taeminnie and Minho about the whole "washroom" incident. There was a huge argument going on, determining if it was appropriate for the newly formed couple (2Min) to be together. While Taeminnie was crying in the desolate corner of the hotel room, Minho and Onew were battling it out furiously, practically spitting out flames within ever few seconds.As for me... I'm just sitting back here in the bunk bed, thinking of you. What else is new?...
I better get some rest before tomorrow... and shield my eyes from the possible three way that they might start - you know how we always have those moments where we are pissed at eachother, but at the next moment we end up...
You get the picture (Kekeke.)
Somewhere in France day 4~
I never even considered being straight. Ever. Have you? Kekeke~ the group was debating with eachother how life would be if I were straight now vs. if I was straight as a girl. Surprisingly they figured that I'd be straight just for you if I were a girl (Kekeke~). Imagine that! Anyway... I wish you were here~ I'm officially missing you more... but what else is new?
Dinner was amazing today~ it was so funny! The tour bus was on top of the hill in the mountains of where we were at so... when it started down-pouring we had to sprint up the hill and god... we got soaked~ by the time we were 1/4 the way up the hill Taemin collapsed. Literally. So Minho picked him up and gave him a piggy back ride to the tour bus (Kekeke) it was so cute~... they actually make... a pretty good couple.
Anyway, I'm getting tired~
Somewhere in France day 5~
Thinking of you all the time... do you know?~
Anyway the basic thing of the day was sorrow mixed in with hyperness while "PMS-ing" EVEN THOUGHT I AM NOT A GIRL! (Taeminnie is laughing as I write... yeahyeahyeah Kekeke Taemin...~) Oh, and I can't forget about the drunk fangrils who stalked us from a club and tried to eat our pants off. Lovely, right?
So, yeah~ it was an interesting day~ Hohoho~
Somewhere in France day 6~
Today was interesting ~ as usual. Aeygo~ I miss home! I miss your umma-styled cooking! Rawr!
So right now we are on a train, moving a steady pace across the sweet lands of France: going to Paris! The city of love... to bad I'm going without you... Instead of you I have Onew, Taemin and Minho. Oh~ and I can't forget Manager-shii. Onew's sleeping or at least attempting to~ Taemin's listening to music while falling asleep in the crook of Minho's neck, while Minho himself stares out the window. And me,I'm listening to music of course~ And Manager-shii is trying to land a French girl, kekeke~ I can't wait to hear how that turns out.
I might write more later-
Somewhere in France day 7~
Ah~ The final days - then home sweet home. I hope you miss me enough to accept my presents. Your never going to believe what I got you~... Kekeke. Ill give you a hint... its pink. It has glitter... alot of glitter and..- Taeminnie is talking about it on the phone with you.... isn't he? Ugh, so much for the surprise. Anyway... I'm going to dinner... I'll write more later.
*Later:
Today was good. end of story~
Somewhere in France day 8~
Today was good. Onew was hyper... which was...très interesting- LOL and then apparently he went emo LMAO. At least... right after 2Min brought up the fact that he was the only person without a couple in the dorm. He's next to me as we speak... And now Minho and Ben joined us for a moment... kekeke~ AWW, but now they left to go out to a private dinner... ANYWAY, I'll write more later...~
*Later:
We spent about $60 on freakn` soda~ end of story.
Wow~
Born in the USA Korea~
Its been a week since France and I never wrote the last few days of the adventure...~
Regret? Never. As long as I am already here with you.
So~ I hope you guys liked it! France was literally AMAZING! And just to tell you guys I have a great surprise coming up in a few months! Maybe even right after schools out, which is in two weeks ^^~ ANYWAY when I say "surprise", I mean creating a new series (: which will be called (in the lines of...) "Failing to Remember How to Use the Subway". I know its random to mention it now, but to be honest, the whole series is based of the fantasies I had during my trip to Paris! I hope you guys look forward to it! Thanks for reading!!!~ P.S: (in the lines of...) means, something like "on the lines of"- the title isn't definite yet (: Anyway Thanks again!
~ P e a c e & L o v e ~