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Alright. So my dad likes to take the computer away from me. I don't really mind because I do like getting a break from it once in awhile. But yesterday he promised to give it to me at lunchtime. He didn't. So he said he would give it to me after dinner. He didn't. So today when I look at my planet in uni 29. It's completely ruined. All these people attacked me and everything I worked on is gone. I will not be able to build it up again because they'll keep attacking me when my resources go up. Sure this might have happened even if I was there, but I would have been able to do something about it! I had enough stuff to but more defense or a fleet. And yes I'm blaming this on my fater because he promised he would give this to me. Plus for the whole week he's been taking the computer, he said he had to do some work at his department. HE NEVER TOOK IT OUT OF THE HOUSE! I don't like it when people lie to me. If I was so "addicted" to the computer wouldn't I try to find the f'ing thing? But I didn't, and I studied like he wanted me to. Well forget it. I'm not studying anymore. This is my vacation and I'm going to do whatever the hell I want. I'm not inviting my friends over anymore because I don't want to. Yesterday I realized I don't belong anywhere. I don't beliong in India because everyone thinks I'm a spoiled brat, when the reason I seem like that is because of them! I get very frustrated over there. I have never made a friend over there, even though a bunch of them come through everyday. They never say anything to me. I hate it there. I don't belong with the Indians here either because most of them hate me too. The only decent Hindus I've ever met are either parents or at HHSC. I probably won't get that job at HHSC so there goes that. The nearest Bengalis are in Ottawa. I hate them. I go there at least twice every year. My parents are friends with their parents, you think they could at least say hi? Am I that boring?! I don't know what's wrong with me but no one ever seems to stay with me for long. The reason I'm taking Ogame seriously is because I was trying to prove something. And now that's ground into the dirt and spit on. I was almost at 300 points and now I'm at 167. I'm literally crying right now. I'm not good at anything. I can't do the musical (again... my 3rd attempt) because I can't do Fridays. This means I can't pursue anything in singing while I'm in High School ever again. I can't play violin very well. I'm the weakest member of Speech and Debate and Mock Trial. I never want to leave the house again. I hate my life right now. Heroes isn't on SciFi anymore because of stupid 24. There goes my reason for living.