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So I guess i don't have much of a life anymore.
All I do is work work work, HW.
And does it pay off in the end? Not really.
My grades aren't as good as i need them.
I miss out on fun. Test tomorrow in AP euro.
I thought i would be able to have fun on Halloween, but now I can't because I have SAT's.
Some people say they have a destiny. At the beginning of the week I thought that maybe I had one and I just didn't know what it was yet.
Perhaps that's just a lie. I probably wont get into the schools I want. It won't be destiny or fate. It will be because I suck.
I'm overwhelmed with stuff.
Am I supposed to give up friends and family for school.
I haven't even seen my dad in like three weeks because I haven't had time.
Why do I even write in this journal. Nobody is going ot read it, nobody is going to care. But then again, i think it's better that way. I don't want people to feel bad for me. My life isn't that bad. I don't feel sorry for myself. I'm just tired.
Today my bro was with his friends at my house, and he said," Hey guys, lets all feel sorry for Jazmin and write a song about it."
I want to hurt him real bad sometimes.
I'm cold and i have nothing to cover me. Today is the first day of cold weather. It has been around 90 before today. I'm just not ready for the cold.
Then I get a sharp pain in my stomach, like someone punched me. But nobody is there.
Maybe it's the ghost in my house playing tricks on me, messing with the locks and doors when I'm home alone. My mom got the locks fixed today.
I think I'll go to sleep now.
All I do is work work work, HW.
And does it pay off in the end? Not really.
My grades aren't as good as i need them.
I miss out on fun. Test tomorrow in AP euro.
I thought i would be able to have fun on Halloween, but now I can't because I have SAT's.
Some people say they have a destiny. At the beginning of the week I thought that maybe I had one and I just didn't know what it was yet.
Perhaps that's just a lie. I probably wont get into the schools I want. It won't be destiny or fate. It will be because I suck.
I'm overwhelmed with stuff.
Am I supposed to give up friends and family for school.
I haven't even seen my dad in like three weeks because I haven't had time.
Why do I even write in this journal. Nobody is going ot read it, nobody is going to care. But then again, i think it's better that way. I don't want people to feel bad for me. My life isn't that bad. I don't feel sorry for myself. I'm just tired.
Today my bro was with his friends at my house, and he said," Hey guys, lets all feel sorry for Jazmin and write a song about it."
I want to hurt him real bad sometimes.
I'm cold and i have nothing to cover me. Today is the first day of cold weather. It has been around 90 before today. I'm just not ready for the cold.
Then I get a sharp pain in my stomach, like someone punched me. But nobody is there.
Maybe it's the ghost in my house playing tricks on me, messing with the locks and doors when I'm home alone. My mom got the locks fixed today.
I think I'll go to sleep now.