good day turns to shit...
She's prollly gonna read this, but oh well. i was frustrated and i was tired of people acting the way they do towards me lately.
Okay, so i should be at leslie's house right now, but instead i am back at home. we (me and leslie) kind of had a thing. it was irritating. i'm tired of everyone lately making everything i say bad. like saying that i was getting defensive or that i was using a tone that i was not. its just stupid and it makes me mad! anyway, i went over leslies house today and we were fine all day. we rearranged her room and then we went with her parents over to her cousin cindys house. it was fun, i love cindy. we kind of had a thing twice. the first time didn't bother me. we were talking about the possible lowering of the drinking age. it was mostly leslie, cindy, and leslies mom talking about it. they were into the convo a little and then i jumped in there with something. then she got loud saying that it wasn't what she was trying to say. then i laughed after she said what she meant and then i said that they should raise it to 40. and i was just kidding. it was funny. then she kind of got upset and asked me why i was fighting her on it. i told her i wasnt and that i was just saying and that the whole issue really didn't matter to me. then she got quiet and normally when shes quiet after she seemed upset usually means shes at least a little upset. i was like oh well. then we were all fine after a while. we talked and then started to play yahtzee. during that my mom called. i called her back and i got in trouble, but it was all a misunderstanding. i found that out once i got home tonight. anyway, after my phone call everyone was wondering what her problem was. Then we played some more. after our last game we were going to leave. cindy told me to take the yahtzee pads home to show my mom that we actually played. i laughed and i grabbed them all and folded them up. then i said that we all played three games except for leslies mom. then cindy told me to tell my mom that she went out for a smoke so she didnt start. then leslie said that i shouldnt tell my mom because my mom would think or ask me if i was smoking. i laughed and told her that that wouldnt matter since my mom already knew she smoked. i was just saying. i thought everyone was still fine. i said the it wouldnt matter and that she already knew again, because leslie kept saying something about it. then she got mad and asked me what my mom already knew and i told her that she already knew her mom smoked and that it wasn't a big deal. then she got mad and said well you don't have to get all defensive or something like that. and i said that i wasn't and that i was just saying. and then she said that i was and i was like no, you were and then she was all like don't even and then she left the table. then cindy looked at me like what the hell just happened. and then she asked me if i wasnt supposed to be around smoke and i told her that it was fine and it didnt and wouldnt matter. me and leslie didnt talk and there was a little anger between us. then we left and once we got back to her house i called my mom in the kitchen. i asked her to come pick me up and she asked me why and i told her that i would tell her when she got there. after i hung up her dad asked me if i was in trouble. i told him no, but it might be better if i went home. so i went into leslies room to get my bag and i told her. and she was all like okay since you won't stay here and talk to me about it. then i told her that i didn't do anything and that i was just saying. and that to me i wasnt getting defensive or anything i was just saying. then she said something and told me that i didn't have to leave. i told her that it would make my mom feel better and me if i just went home. then she said ok and i went and waited in the living room until my mom came. my mom came and i left. once i got in the car my mom asked me what was wrong and if i left because they were being mean to me or if we got into it because of her (my mom). i told her no. then she told me that she heard me wrong because our phone is shit. she thought i told her i was staying the night over cindys instead of leslies. and she was mad that i didnt tell her. then she said that she realized what i meant after she hung up, but she didnt want to call back over cindys. so she was just going to tell me tomorrow once i got home.
I'm fine now, i was just irritated at the time, because everyone have just been pissing me off lately and i couldnt take another person being mad at me for no reason. so i got mad and i left. so whatever. me and her prolly arent going to talk for a while, so idk whats going on with that. i might call her tomorrow, but idk. i don't want to talk to her if she isnt going to say anything back. like if shes just going to sit there all silent and whatnot. idk...
Boo on this fucking shitty ass night,
Christina
(sorry if somethings don't make sense or aren't spelled right, i'm mad.)
Okay, so i should be at leslie's house right now, but instead i am back at home. we (me and leslie) kind of had a thing. it was irritating. i'm tired of everyone lately making everything i say bad. like saying that i was getting defensive or that i was using a tone that i was not. its just stupid and it makes me mad! anyway, i went over leslies house today and we were fine all day. we rearranged her room and then we went with her parents over to her cousin cindys house. it was fun, i love cindy. we kind of had a thing twice. the first time didn't bother me. we were talking about the possible lowering of the drinking age. it was mostly leslie, cindy, and leslies mom talking about it. they were into the convo a little and then i jumped in there with something. then she got loud saying that it wasn't what she was trying to say. then i laughed after she said what she meant and then i said that they should raise it to 40. and i was just kidding. it was funny. then she kind of got upset and asked me why i was fighting her on it. i told her i wasnt and that i was just saying and that the whole issue really didn't matter to me. then she got quiet and normally when shes quiet after she seemed upset usually means shes at least a little upset. i was like oh well. then we were all fine after a while. we talked and then started to play yahtzee. during that my mom called. i called her back and i got in trouble, but it was all a misunderstanding. i found that out once i got home tonight. anyway, after my phone call everyone was wondering what her problem was. Then we played some more. after our last game we were going to leave. cindy told me to take the yahtzee pads home to show my mom that we actually played. i laughed and i grabbed them all and folded them up. then i said that we all played three games except for leslies mom. then cindy told me to tell my mom that she went out for a smoke so she didnt start. then leslie said that i shouldnt tell my mom because my mom would think or ask me if i was smoking. i laughed and told her that that wouldnt matter since my mom already knew she smoked. i was just saying. i thought everyone was still fine. i said the it wouldnt matter and that she already knew again, because leslie kept saying something about it. then she got mad and asked me what my mom already knew and i told her that she already knew her mom smoked and that it wasn't a big deal. then she got mad and said well you don't have to get all defensive or something like that. and i said that i wasn't and that i was just saying. and then she said that i was and i was like no, you were and then she was all like don't even and then she left the table. then cindy looked at me like what the hell just happened. and then she asked me if i wasnt supposed to be around smoke and i told her that it was fine and it didnt and wouldnt matter. me and leslie didnt talk and there was a little anger between us. then we left and once we got back to her house i called my mom in the kitchen. i asked her to come pick me up and she asked me why and i told her that i would tell her when she got there. after i hung up her dad asked me if i was in trouble. i told him no, but it might be better if i went home. so i went into leslies room to get my bag and i told her. and she was all like okay since you won't stay here and talk to me about it. then i told her that i didn't do anything and that i was just saying. and that to me i wasnt getting defensive or anything i was just saying. then she said something and told me that i didn't have to leave. i told her that it would make my mom feel better and me if i just went home. then she said ok and i went and waited in the living room until my mom came. my mom came and i left. once i got in the car my mom asked me what was wrong and if i left because they were being mean to me or if we got into it because of her (my mom). i told her no. then she told me that she heard me wrong because our phone is shit. she thought i told her i was staying the night over cindys instead of leslies. and she was mad that i didnt tell her. then she said that she realized what i meant after she hung up, but she didnt want to call back over cindys. so she was just going to tell me tomorrow once i got home.
I'm fine now, i was just irritated at the time, because everyone have just been pissing me off lately and i couldnt take another person being mad at me for no reason. so i got mad and i left. so whatever. me and her prolly arent going to talk for a while, so idk whats going on with that. i might call her tomorrow, but idk. i don't want to talk to her if she isnt going to say anything back. like if shes just going to sit there all silent and whatnot. idk...
Boo on this fucking shitty ass night,
Christina
(sorry if somethings don't make sense or aren't spelled right, i'm mad.)