news I guess
I haven't posted anything in well I don't know.
I guess it was because I had nothing to say.
but finally my life feels like it's going somewhere.
I still can't believe that I live in chicago.
I also cant' believe that I have zach. I mean not to be you know that person but i've been in some pretty crappy relationships and I've done some pretty stupid shit in the area and it's nice to have that someone special around.
I've been working on my portfolio today so I can get into art institute of chicago. It made me nervous. I mean I don't have very much confidence in the first place but I just feel like I just don't have very much to show them.
I have everything to do with my band which they will except and I have my weird drawings that I've done through out my life but besides that I feel like I don't have anything to show them and the stuff i do have just doesn't seem good enough. But I'm trying and that's more then anything I've done since I was 16.
anyways my dreams are big maybe a little to big but I'm telling you when nina garcia retires I will have her job!
so what I'm saying is my default picture is from the day after I got back from italy when I was 17 this is me now. almost 21...
I guess it was because I had nothing to say.
but finally my life feels like it's going somewhere.
I still can't believe that I live in chicago.
I also cant' believe that I have zach. I mean not to be you know that person but i've been in some pretty crappy relationships and I've done some pretty stupid shit in the area and it's nice to have that someone special around.
I've been working on my portfolio today so I can get into art institute of chicago. It made me nervous. I mean I don't have very much confidence in the first place but I just feel like I just don't have very much to show them.
I have everything to do with my band which they will except and I have my weird drawings that I've done through out my life but besides that I feel like I don't have anything to show them and the stuff i do have just doesn't seem good enough. But I'm trying and that's more then anything I've done since I was 16.
anyways my dreams are big maybe a little to big but I'm telling you when nina garcia retires I will have her job!
so what I'm saying is my default picture is from the day after I got back from italy when I was 17 this is me now. almost 21...