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I can't stop crying.
I spent the past two years being madly in love with him and somehow I just decided to try and stop.
I think I did the right thing but nobody will ever like me as much as he did or care about me as much as he did. Yeah ok he was kindof an asshole but he didn't mean too. And anyways I deserve an asshole I'm one myself.
I don't know how to just cut off my feelings like this it's overwelming.
I mean fuck the only guy who's ever wanted me was some fucker I met at the plaza and he just wants to get laid.
I shouldn't of ended it or should I of I don't know.
didn't like me as much as I liked him so maybe it was just a complete waste of time.
I know it wasn't I loved him and I still do and I probly always will.
It's bad that I miss him already and I just wrote him yesturday he hasn't even got the email yet.
I can't get my homework down because I keep starting to cry in the middle of it.
I hope this was the right thing to do somebody please tell me that it was the right thing to do.
I just ended it with the only guy who will ever like me or see any good in me.
I don't know if I love him anymore It would be so easy to move on right now. I think.
I just want someone to snuggle with me and tell me it's going to be okay.
He's perfect I ended it with a perfect man. I could list a million things about him that I love. damn it.
I'll be fine though. I'll be over it by next week. Then I can move on and go fuck some more guys in bathroom.
I actually rather just have you hold me but I guess I don't look like the snuggling type. But I'm really good at it. I promise.
I spent the past two years being madly in love with him and somehow I just decided to try and stop.
I think I did the right thing but nobody will ever like me as much as he did or care about me as much as he did. Yeah ok he was kindof an asshole but he didn't mean too. And anyways I deserve an asshole I'm one myself.
I don't know how to just cut off my feelings like this it's overwelming.
I mean fuck the only guy who's ever wanted me was some fucker I met at the plaza and he just wants to get laid.
I shouldn't of ended it or should I of I don't know.
didn't like me as much as I liked him so maybe it was just a complete waste of time.
I know it wasn't I loved him and I still do and I probly always will.
It's bad that I miss him already and I just wrote him yesturday he hasn't even got the email yet.
I can't get my homework down because I keep starting to cry in the middle of it.
I hope this was the right thing to do somebody please tell me that it was the right thing to do.
I just ended it with the only guy who will ever like me or see any good in me.
I don't know if I love him anymore It would be so easy to move on right now. I think.
I just want someone to snuggle with me and tell me it's going to be okay.
He's perfect I ended it with a perfect man. I could list a million things about him that I love. damn it.
I'll be fine though. I'll be over it by next week. Then I can move on and go fuck some more guys in bathroom.
I actually rather just have you hold me but I guess I don't look like the snuggling type. But I'm really good at it. I promise.