Nov 02, 2006 23:19
Dont read this.....or at least dont take any of it seriously ...(im just having one of those kind of days)
i want to give up and not have to face another day....i want to just lie here and not wake up...i want to sit here and not stand up....i want to just close my eyes.....but then i stop and think.....
home....i want to be home...i want to stay home....and not leave...
nvm....i want to leave home...i just dont want to go far....i want to be with someone 24/7 ....
i stopped eating.....more like i just stopped being hungry....and when i am ...i ignore it....unless i feel like eating....its weird...and probably unhealthy....but i cant help it....
i eat....i should have said that....im just feeling over dramatic....im always hungry....and i eat...i just dont seem to be eating the right food to make me stop from being hungry...
gosh i dont know.....ugg...im going home and hopefully im going to feel better...............xoxo