all i wanted to do is see you

[turtlewant2b]

your gone and i dont know hwat happened....i wanted to help and you wouldnt let me...i waited for your call and it never came...you said you would come...and you never made the trip....all i wanted was to see you and you wont even let me....what was this big thing, that you got yourself into....why couldnt you just tell me...all i wanted to do is listen....listen to your words is all that i wanted ....i am so very sorry .....i wish i could have said some thing more...i cant take it not knowing....the trouble you caused...i feel like running....running and not looking back until i cant run any longer ....walking until i cant walk ...coming to find you.....you think im over doing it...but i feel like i need to....

all i wanted to do is see you......thats all......why today ...why now....you say you cant say...
you say your sooo sorry and i reply im fine.....and that hopefully some day ill  eventually understand ........

i want to run...i want to run and just keep going....i want to run and never look back until i see you...i want to see you ....i want to sneak out the back and run till i find you.....

i cant....i wish i could....but i dont know where you are....i cant do it...i just cant..................i love you