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so i have my girlies back.
i didnt realize how well i click with melissa. even when she's delirious we play off of each other and almost accidentally exclude everyone else. i also realized last night that we are eskimo sisters now. it pains me that tyler naylor was the one to bring that about but i've done stupider things and so has she. lol. long story short i am happy she's home and refuse to get sad about her leaving again until she's already gone. I REFUSE
Jessica is back too. she's not doing well. she's trying to convince herself that she is but she's a mess. THere's a sadness and depth to her eyes that didnt used to be there and i dont know how to make that go away. i think she's at a point where i cant help her, she's got to do it on her own and just have to be there to catch her if she falls.
Chelsea and i still seemed to be getting along. i think the fact that we are wired so differenty especially in reference to guys is going to be a problem here soon but as of now it hasnt so it might be okay.
oh and im dating zach tatum now. lolz
i didnt realize how well i click with melissa. even when she's delirious we play off of each other and almost accidentally exclude everyone else. i also realized last night that we are eskimo sisters now. it pains me that tyler naylor was the one to bring that about but i've done stupider things and so has she. lol. long story short i am happy she's home and refuse to get sad about her leaving again until she's already gone. I REFUSE
Jessica is back too. she's not doing well. she's trying to convince herself that she is but she's a mess. THere's a sadness and depth to her eyes that didnt used to be there and i dont know how to make that go away. i think she's at a point where i cant help her, she's got to do it on her own and just have to be there to catch her if she falls.
Chelsea and i still seemed to be getting along. i think the fact that we are wired so differenty especially in reference to guys is going to be a problem here soon but as of now it hasnt so it might be okay.
oh and im dating zach tatum now. lolz