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i havent let myself sleep. because sleeping is all that i've been doing. allt that i do everyday is sleep. i am a zombie version of myself and im done. im snapping out of it. i've wallowed long enough and now im going to fix my life. im going to figure out what i want and im going to go for it.
when i wnat to cry im going to cry and when i want to be happy then that's what i'll be. im going to stop pushing everyone away simply because im scared that they'll hate me as much as i do and let them in and if they leave then i'll continue to feel alone but if they stay then maybe i wont.
i cant live the life i've been living. i cant continue to be who i am because to be honest i wont last much longer. i need purpose. i need love. i need passion and even more than all those things i need hope.
im going to be me, no apologies, no worries just me.
when i wnat to cry im going to cry and when i want to be happy then that's what i'll be. im going to stop pushing everyone away simply because im scared that they'll hate me as much as i do and let them in and if they leave then i'll continue to feel alone but if they stay then maybe i wont.
i cant live the life i've been living. i cant continue to be who i am because to be honest i wont last much longer. i need purpose. i need love. i need passion and even more than all those things i need hope.
im going to be me, no apologies, no worries just me.