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good things so far
september first- i had a delicious berry salad and got to talk to my aunt.
september second- yuri promised to teach me how to ride his motorcycle
now onto the reality of life. i was talking to jessica yesterday and she realized that my life is currently like new moon. which made me cry.
here's why, i had dillon (who in this situation is edward. ugh.) but lost him (granted i left him but just dont think about that part. the point is we cant be together though both of us want to be) and then i came here and now the only friend i've really made is yuri (aka jacob) and for quite a few days he's been the only reason that i've done my hair or even attempted socializing. he's my current boy and only real confidant, but will never be more than a friend. he's teaching me how to ride motorcycles and while we havent gone cliff diving we've gone surfing.
it's a stretch but there's more comparisons than i'd like.
oh and im decided that im going out to az on sept 25th. i need to beat the september curse and i cant do that here. and because i desperately miss my friends and dillon and really just need that security back
oh and if i can figure out where im going to live im going to move back to az and go to gcc next semester. i really dont think cali is where i need to be or really wanted to be. i was just trying to escape my parents but other than that there was no reason for me to leave.
i think that might be it for now. might be going to a costume party wiht chels and erika on halloween in san fran dressed as a roman goddess. yay arrogance! as though i could be a roman goddess. hahaha!
that's all for now
french word of the day- enchantee (on shont ay)- nice to meet you :)
september first- i had a delicious berry salad and got to talk to my aunt.
september second- yuri promised to teach me how to ride his motorcycle
now onto the reality of life. i was talking to jessica yesterday and she realized that my life is currently like new moon. which made me cry.
here's why, i had dillon (who in this situation is edward. ugh.) but lost him (granted i left him but just dont think about that part. the point is we cant be together though both of us want to be) and then i came here and now the only friend i've really made is yuri (aka jacob) and for quite a few days he's been the only reason that i've done my hair or even attempted socializing. he's my current boy and only real confidant, but will never be more than a friend. he's teaching me how to ride motorcycles and while we havent gone cliff diving we've gone surfing.
it's a stretch but there's more comparisons than i'd like.
oh and im decided that im going out to az on sept 25th. i need to beat the september curse and i cant do that here. and because i desperately miss my friends and dillon and really just need that security back
oh and if i can figure out where im going to live im going to move back to az and go to gcc next semester. i really dont think cali is where i need to be or really wanted to be. i was just trying to escape my parents but other than that there was no reason for me to leave.
i think that might be it for now. might be going to a costume party wiht chels and erika on halloween in san fran dressed as a roman goddess. yay arrogance! as though i could be a roman goddess. hahaha!
that's all for now
french word of the day- enchantee (on shont ay)- nice to meet you :)