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last night was the bonfire with emmanuel faith. i still dont know how i felt about it. there were some hard core stoners there and some legit ppl and this one guy who wants to go work in an orphanage. i might end up marrying him. havent decided yet. lmao. i felt so out of my element though cause everyone knew e/o and i had to answer the same questions over and over.
i broke down and called dillon around 9 and talked to him for at least a half hour. it made me feel a lot better. we joked around and talked about my road trip and when my gma and i drank some wine. and the new letter i wrote him. lol. it was really cool to talk to him cause we spoke really well. usually we're weird on the phone but this time we were normal. idk. i am just super happy with him right now and the way that we are working out.
i miss my girlies super bad. keep having inside jokes that no one gets and it's weird to transition to having to type or call. feel like i have to censor and just talk about important stuff instead of the silly mundane details. idk, it's probably just going to take some getting used to.
i dont miss my mom, dad and the kids really at all yet. i guess that might make me a bad person but i dont honestly care.
i broke down and called dillon around 9 and talked to him for at least a half hour. it made me feel a lot better. we joked around and talked about my road trip and when my gma and i drank some wine. and the new letter i wrote him. lol. it was really cool to talk to him cause we spoke really well. usually we're weird on the phone but this time we were normal. idk. i am just super happy with him right now and the way that we are working out.
i miss my girlies super bad. keep having inside jokes that no one gets and it's weird to transition to having to type or call. feel like i have to censor and just talk about important stuff instead of the silly mundane details. idk, it's probably just going to take some getting used to.
i dont miss my mom, dad and the kids really at all yet. i guess that might make me a bad person but i dont honestly care.