Nov 29, 2004 16:35
Hey! Today was a reallllly bad day! yea... well the kid i was telling u about in my last entry... i think i said he was "Bill". yea, well his name is Kyle. Well i realllly like him and stuff. and i was talking to him yesterday and he said that he was gonna ask some1 out and stuff and then today he asked out this girl Julie Nelson. I've liked him since the 1st day of school. I just wish he new the way i feel right now. I just want to lay down and die...! I want him to b happy and all, but it just hurts to think that hes going out with some1 else and i just feel so hate and unwanted. I just wish i could find some1 as good as him.They say theres a guy 4 every 1. I hate being lonely! Theres a reason 4 everything.... i just hope theres a goodreason 4 Kyle and Julie to b going out. I dont c y he doesnt like me, but ill eventually get over the fact that he doesnt like me and move on with my life. My life cant just revolve around him... or can it...doo doo doo! jk...ish! Now i have to find a new love... wow fun fun! well im gonna go get fat....er! lyl...but i like Kyle more... not unless your Katherine! Love ya Katherine more then n e thing (in a non-lesbo way!) Thanx 4 supporting me thru all of this! xoxo aha! (inside joke) muhhha! ~Cheryl~