Nov 17, 2004 09:57
Hey! I never write in this thing n e more cuz no 1 probably reads it, but o well... ill eventually get over it! Well i broke up with Brenden like 25 days ago. I really dont know why, maybe it was becuz he wasnt being nice to me this 1 day and just stared saying things that he didnt like about me and what he said reallllllly hurt my feelings, so yea. He says he still likes me, but he never acts like it. But w/e. Me and Taylor are friends again, everything is all strightened out with that stituation thingy. Currently I like 2 people... Mikey and this dude lets just call him "Bill" for now. Well I always tell Mikey that I like him, but he doesnt seem to like me at all. Ive known him 4 like 6 years, and ive like him for 6 years. I just wish he really knew how i felt about him. Its kinda pathetic, but its my feelings, i cant really contol them. I asked mikey if he liked me and he said that he doesnt no, but i actually think he does no, but he just doesnt want to hurt my feelings. But o well, i guess its his feelings, i cant do n e thing about it. And "Bill" ive like for like 3 months... which was like when school started. Hes only in 1 of my classes, and i never really get to talk to him, but i got his sn, but he doesnt talk that much online, i used to sit next to him in class, but then the teacher moved me!:-( I also told him "u no i love u" and he said "yea i no"! lol what a loser! Right now im single and lonely.... o darn lets all cry 4 me. I didnt go to school today cuz i have mono (dont ask me how, cuz i really dont no). My mom doesnt want me going to school all this week, but i actually want to go. But w/e. My hands hurt and i dont feel that well, so im gonna go lay down. xoxoxo *~Cherry- Berry~*