Aug 09, 2004 16:54
Hey everyone, im back from sleep away camp!! it was so0o0o0o much fun. Chris didnt show up, but o well, who cares!?!?!?!?!?! I met this other guy named Eric and we went out 4 like 6 or 7 days, then i was gonna break up with him and he found out and then he just walked up to me and he said i love you cheryl, but it is over, but o well, i dont really care at all. he saw a real asshole and i really didnt like him that much. but later that day i was talkin to this guy J-Jay, hes really sweet and cool. He told me that this other person liked me and he said that he would tell me who it was in 30 seconds, then he said in 6 minutes, the he said that his name started with a J and he was 17, then i was like is it u? and he said....uhhhhh.... maybe?!?!?! and the he said yea it was him. but i thought he was kidding, but the the next night was the dance that we have every year and me and my friends made a deal. if my friend Cassandra asked this guy Mikey to the dance, the my friend Rachel had to ask Travis, the i would have to ask J-Jay. so Cassandra asked mikey and rachel asked travis and the J-Jay asked me instead of me having to ask him. so we went to the dance together. First we ate and the Judge Marylyn came and we had a fake court thingie, it was cool. Then ther dance started. me and J-Jay danced to the salsa dance thing. Then Rachel danced with travis to burn by Usher. And Cassandra and Mikey didnt dance at all, actually mikey didnt dance with any1 or he didnt dance at all. but o well!! then the last song was a slow song and everyone got in a bid circle and held ands and sang the song. but me and J-Jay were in the middle of the circle slow dancing...it was great!! and like 2 or 3 more people were dancing in the middle of the circle 2. at the end of the dance on the way back to the hotel that we were staying at, me and J-Jay sat next to each other and thats when i beleved him about him liking me and the we were holding hands. and there was a kiss there too. then the next day, we were going out. and then that night my councilor left the room 4 a little while and said that no 1 could come in the hotel room, but the J-Jay showed up and we started talking and stuff, the we heard a knock at the door and it was my councilor, and the i made him hide in the bathroom and the i let her in and she went to go lay down on the bed and the i opened the door and J-Jay ran out. so i was safe and not in trouble and she never found out that he was ever there. see, just goes to show ya that im not all that stupid....lol??....ish?!?!?!?! then the last night of the camp we had a friendship circle and i sat next to J-Jay. a friendship circle is when the wqhole camp sits in a big circle and we pass a candle araound and we can say anything we liked about the camp or you can apoligize and say anything u wanna, but i didnt say n e thing. I almost started crying because of some of the things that some of the people said.J-Jay started crying and the i comforted him. then when some 1 was talking, we took the time to pray for some one named Katrina, who was diagnosed with cancer. during that time, she pased away, i believe in the St. Mary's hosptial, but we didnt find out until the next morning. at the end of the friendship circle, we all said our good byes and we all hused and kissed each other. it was a really sad moment. that next morning was the day that we had to leave, it was reallly sad. but what mad it more sad was that Katrina died that night b 4. almost every 1 was in tears. the funeral is on friday at 5:00 and i am gonna try my best to b there. but g2g. ttyl.
~ChErYl~ xoxoxoxox