Why...
Well, I am not starting my second to last week of sophomore year on a good foot. I woke up late, screwed up my chemistry lab, and I haven't talked to Landon for a while. I am determined to fix it though. I don't know how but...
I hate waking up late in the mornings because then I have to get a ride from my dad and he then has to tell me what I did wrong that made me late, and tell me how to fix it, and I just don't want to talk about it. I think I'll eliminate that problem by going to bed at a slightly more reasonable hour, and not wake up late anymore. There we go, that one's solved.
I don't care about chemistry. It has significantly damaged this year for me, and I'm never going to take it again. I am doning alright, I have a 90, and the lab isn't that important. I am just going to forget about it. That one was easy.
This one is not so easy. I can't talk to Landon right now, and there is nothing that I would rather do right now than that. He helps me get through crappy days like this. He can just say something that makes me have to smile. I know I won't be able to talk to him later either becaue my parents won't let me on the phone since I woke up late...again. I just want to see him again, and hear him again, and laugh with him again. He always makes me laugh...
Well, I don't know if I have solved the problems, or if I have just created new ones, but I wanted to get that out.
I hope you have a great day whoever reads this. Keep your head up, smile, don't let anyone tell you you are less that you really are, and you will have a good and productive day.
Love always and Forever
~Bekah~
I hate waking up late in the mornings because then I have to get a ride from my dad and he then has to tell me what I did wrong that made me late, and tell me how to fix it, and I just don't want to talk about it. I think I'll eliminate that problem by going to bed at a slightly more reasonable hour, and not wake up late anymore. There we go, that one's solved.
I don't care about chemistry. It has significantly damaged this year for me, and I'm never going to take it again. I am doning alright, I have a 90, and the lab isn't that important. I am just going to forget about it. That one was easy.
This one is not so easy. I can't talk to Landon right now, and there is nothing that I would rather do right now than that. He helps me get through crappy days like this. He can just say something that makes me have to smile. I know I won't be able to talk to him later either becaue my parents won't let me on the phone since I woke up late...again. I just want to see him again, and hear him again, and laugh with him again. He always makes me laugh...
Well, I don't know if I have solved the problems, or if I have just created new ones, but I wanted to get that out.
I hope you have a great day whoever reads this. Keep your head up, smile, don't let anyone tell you you are less that you really are, and you will have a good and productive day.
Love always and Forever
~Bekah~