the good the bad and the ugly

[turtlehermit]

Ok weird ass subject, no? Well there's a reason for it....this is pretty much what life has come to at the moment....the good is that I got to spend almost the whole week with jessica :) she may not have been home the whole time but I like chillin @ her house and just gettin my well-deserved/needed vaca from the house....the bad is that I'm back home now and lookin at having NO FUCKING CAR AGAIN!!! My car died in the middle of the fucking street and I barely got it to roll into the Outback Steakhouse parking lot which is where it is right now cuz it's stupid ass decided it doesn't wanna start for me anymore....the ugly would be the fact that I'm gettin a little scared for my mom right now....she mentioned to me a week or so ago that she thinks this blockage is bulding up in her head again like it did 2 years ago....back 2 years ago she had a blood clot or somethin like that in her brain and the dr said if she didn't keep away from stress that she would have a aniarism and fuckin die! Well they managed to subside it till now....only now its worse....not only is she gettin nosebleeds again she said the other day she was bleeding out of her fucking ear! That is NOT GOOD....honestly i dunno what the fuck it means but I know that it's not a good sign when ur bleeding out of ur ear....ugh...well now that i've said all that I am gonna go to bed cuz im fuckin tired....that and I really dont feel like typing anymore cuz I'm pissed cuz my xbox live won't connect yet my computer will and they are connected to the same damn router.....ugh ill figure it out thats for sure....well ill write in here tomorrow if i have time and if i remember until then feel free to leave comments

R.I.P. Marissa
4-10-98
12-26-04
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