Don't even care
Well I guess that exactly what I thought would happen happened...Craig is str8 which is cool....and uh I'm pretty sure he told some people or something cuz dude came into class today tellin rachel "the secret's out" but hey thats cool I suppose....really nothin I can do about it kinda it to b a secret for a while longer but obviously its not possible now....so uh I guess everyone will know soon if they don't already....you know it really surprises me that everyone kept their mouths shut as long as they did....I mean quite a few people already knew from people running their mouths but eh whatever.....so I guess that my life is now free of things I'm procrastinating right now or at least things I'm putting off on PURPOSE not because of something that is in no way influenced by me....man the only thing is that I hope I still have a job because I didn't go yesterday and they put me down as a no call no show which means now I have to talk to Larry tomorrow in the morning to see if I even still have a job....if not.....fuck em....and I'll find a better job....a new one....anyways though I guess this is a new chapter in my life and I'm about as ready for it as I ever will be because uh like I said before I was kind of expecting this to happen....like hardcore expecting this....so it's really ok cuz I don't really care I can be who and what I want regardless or what other people think.....hmmmm maybe now I can actually have someone....I just hope I don't lose any good friends in this process....eh....but then again if they leave me then I suppose they really aren't "good friends" they are more liek shitty ass closed-monded friends.....and who needs those? Not me! Anyways though I'm really gettin bored here so I'm gonna go on somethin else I dunno I may just sleep considering that over half the class is gone due to May Day practice and Gateway testing....neither of which I'm invloved in....haha....anyways I will write in here sooner or later again....hopefully with some good news