May 09, 2005 09:56
Well uh I guess that Rachel never did see him Friday so I'm still sittin here wonderin......at least what i thought was goin on wasn't.....cuz see all this weekend no call and i didnt hear anything from Erika about a note for me so I was beginning to think that he was gonna act like Edwards did last year....hopefully nothin like that happens again it was really not cool.....but hey at least he never went around tellin everyone.....anyways tho.....thats what I'm worried about now I think....cuz I'm a little nervous today everytime I see him....usually it's not a huge big deal but now I'm like trying to keep him from even seein me! Weird huh? But I guess thats me for ya....what can ya do? I really dunno what else I'm supposed to do when I physically can't do anything myself.....god why do i have to be so stupid......eh....whatever.....I'm out for now cuz I really don't want some of these people in our room today to see my journal hurr....so peace