Testing testing.....impending danger.....problems with parents
Well today in 2nd we get to take a test! YAYNESS! not really but it sounds good doesn't it? Anyways..we're still in the middle of the test it's just the teacher hasn't given us the computer part of it yet he has only given us the written part of it which is cool with me....more time to not be taking a test and surfing the web and writing in my LJ.....but anyways enuf about school.....I'm really doubting right now that I'll be in trouble for it but yesterday after this class I drove to Cookeville again like I have been for like what? 3 days now? Anyways when I got there Jessica Biggs wanted me to leave and she wnated to go with me and I wasn't gonna do it mostly because Mrs. Gernt (Johnson) my 3rd block teacher saw me already and I was afraid she'd turn me in for skippin......not to mention the Baxter peeps already signed me in @ the office......but to my relief they have not called me to the office.....YET.....I'm bracing for it and hoping that if Mrs. Gernt turned me in that they don't revoke my Cookeville driving priveledge.....cuz I mean I'm not even supposed to be able to do this but hey it's my luck with school and shit....I get to do a lotta shit other ppl don't haha....anyways tho last night I didn't go to sleep until like what 3am....I was busy cleanin up the house (the one i live in with Jess) and it was definitely not too fun considering I didn't even make the mess but whatever........with that being said I think Jessica is kicking Chris out....he's cool and all but he's mainly a moocher and a slacker who is prolly never gonna pay her a cent of money to live with us....so I'm really not sorry to see him go because Jessica said she's not lettin him move in with us to the new apartment.....I really need to get all this shit together right now with my life....I am tryin to have fun but not too much (you know, still be responsible) while at the same time gettin my life together cuz I'm kinda on my own right now....I mean sure I live with Jessica but the only time she cares about what I'm doin is when I have her car and I can't blame her....she lets me do what I want cuz she knows I'm not gonna be a retard and get my ass in a BUNCH of trouble....it makes me feel good to be outta my moms house and in my sisters....she's been more than nice with this whole thing....I mean hell I don't know of too many people that would have their lil bro move in with them....especially if they have a slight possibility of gettin into trouble if ur stupid parents decide to be assholes and report you for something that they previously approved.....ugh I'm hopin it never happens but it might...it just might....I'll run away b4 I let them get Jess in trouble or have me @ their house.....ugh....well anyways once again I'm gettin to feelin insecure due to my mother....she is such a huge insecurity issue for me....I honestly wish she could just go away for a few months and then come back acting like a real human being instead of a retard who knows nothing and continually makes the same mistakes....well.....the day will come when my mom's head is on str8....just when that will happen is what i don't know.....but i don't care either.....i may just move somewhere after I turn 18....but who knows.....I don't wanna be away from Jess.....but who knows she may be tired of this damn town too by then