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Interesting weekend, to be sure. Interesting indeed. Many a piece of my little puzzle has fallen into place. I think I understand a lot more about myself, and what I need in my life, to feel like a normal person. I damn near lost my mind in the process though. The damned thing just kept speeding up. It flew though permutations I had never thought to explore. I thought myself immune to the same feelings and problems that plague us all. That's right. Us. As in humanity. I fancied myself an island unto myself, without the basic desires that everyone else has. I thought I had somehow progressed beyond all that trivial crap. Boy, was I wrong. Turns out that crap's nowhere near as trivial as I thought. It took a complete stranger from New York City, in a bar, to make me realize that. I dearly hope that we run into each other again, as I'd like to speak more candidly with said stranger, without the influence of alcohol to impair my thought process.
I didn't even get her name.
Sometimes, I'm incredibly fucking smart.
Other times, I'm the dumbest guy on the planet.
I didn't even get her name.
Sometimes, I'm incredibly fucking smart.
Other times, I'm the dumbest guy on the planet.