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I don't like the fact that I still haven't put anything in about my birthday especially since I enjoyed it so much. However as I am tired I will not go into that now.
I hate not knowing what to say sometimes. It seems to me lately that no matter what I say it's wrong when it comes to my friends. It bothers me that I either can't help them or can't feel happy for them when they are or worse yet I know that something is going on but they haven't told me. I know that I have been super busy and stressed out at work but I don't really feel like it is an excuse. It's funny because I always wanted to be one of those people that were wholly dedicated to work. Now it's something I almost fear. I used to be alot worse working 100hrs a week or more but I have learned that friends, family and sleep are much more important.
So to my friends I am sorry that I have either not been around enough or have not been able to talk to you or comfort you or am not as happy for you as you would like. You are all very important to me.
I hate not knowing what to say sometimes. It seems to me lately that no matter what I say it's wrong when it comes to my friends. It bothers me that I either can't help them or can't feel happy for them when they are or worse yet I know that something is going on but they haven't told me. I know that I have been super busy and stressed out at work but I don't really feel like it is an excuse. It's funny because I always wanted to be one of those people that were wholly dedicated to work. Now it's something I almost fear. I used to be alot worse working 100hrs a week or more but I have learned that friends, family and sleep are much more important.
So to my friends I am sorry that I have either not been around enough or have not been able to talk to you or comfort you or am not as happy for you as you would like. You are all very important to me.