breaking the wall.
this week, something truly marvelous has happened! it's just something small, something that i happened to remember staring at -a drawing, if you must (no, not the one above). then came a thought, and following that, a question.
then, inspiration.
but not the kind of inspiration that is driven by mere fic-ideas, no. this is... something much bigger. you know that feeling when you just know that it's something more than just normal? something that -if a lot of effort is put into- will hopefully become that one thing youve worked pretty much all your life for? exactly, that feeling. the feeling of finally getting a sledgehammer and taking that first hit on a wall that's probably been there all your life. i'm so so pumped right now that i just, literally cannot contain it! and i have a good friend that can help me with this, and with her first input, i think i can finally take that next step.
honestly, literally can't wait to meet her later this month and tell her my plans. she was the only one who ever believed in my dream anyway.
that, 'aya will one day, write a book. she'll never give up.'