I apologize
I have done all I can do.
i have talked and tried and even almost sold my soul to the devil to get this place.
Nothing seems to work. I am depressed because I feel that I cant do anything right.
me and kosh are going to apply for jobs at mill ridge farms. I have no problem doing landscaping.
It's fun, i mean you could be pissed about almost anything, use a chainaw on a tree, destroy some property and at the end of the week you feel good, and then you start to count your money.
I think that this is what's best for me. I dont know about kosh though. But oh well, if he quits I'm screwed.
Raven I am sorry girl, I couldn't talk my aunt and uncle into letting all of us move in to there house.
They kept making these fucking excuses about not being able to clean the place up when they move. Springing the whole security deposits on the house, lights and gas. they said that they'd have to get insurance on it to rent it out to us.
Which tells me they never had the intention of rent to own. that and everything afterwards was just contradictory and petty.
I thought that I could pull this off but I guess I am wrong, Like ALWAYS.
My mom said that hippie dave, this guy who I think the world of, is moving out of his house. She said that she'd talk to him and see how much he would want for it. I dont know exactly how many bedrooms there are but hey, at least I am trying.
I think tomorrow I will get a news paper and look at the houses and trailers for sale and rent.
I should have done that in the first place, as I should have known that My fucking relatives would screw me over, LIKE ALWAYS. I just feel like I cant do anything right at this point of my life.
Mary I am sorry that I left you hanging. I had to go see my mom, needed to talk to her. I am a moma's boy true and true. I have to ask though, I was wandering if I could hangout at your house saturday, just until kosh's mom leaves.
I dont want to go to my mom's because she doesn't have a phone. I dont want to go to joe's because I dont belong there anymore. Never have.
And now a quote from someone
This above all, To thine own self be true.
Love you guys, hope to hear from you soon
The Turtle
i have talked and tried and even almost sold my soul to the devil to get this place.
Nothing seems to work. I am depressed because I feel that I cant do anything right.
me and kosh are going to apply for jobs at mill ridge farms. I have no problem doing landscaping.
It's fun, i mean you could be pissed about almost anything, use a chainaw on a tree, destroy some property and at the end of the week you feel good, and then you start to count your money.
I think that this is what's best for me. I dont know about kosh though. But oh well, if he quits I'm screwed.
Raven I am sorry girl, I couldn't talk my aunt and uncle into letting all of us move in to there house.
They kept making these fucking excuses about not being able to clean the place up when they move. Springing the whole security deposits on the house, lights and gas. they said that they'd have to get insurance on it to rent it out to us.
Which tells me they never had the intention of rent to own. that and everything afterwards was just contradictory and petty.
I thought that I could pull this off but I guess I am wrong, Like ALWAYS.
My mom said that hippie dave, this guy who I think the world of, is moving out of his house. She said that she'd talk to him and see how much he would want for it. I dont know exactly how many bedrooms there are but hey, at least I am trying.
I think tomorrow I will get a news paper and look at the houses and trailers for sale and rent.
I should have done that in the first place, as I should have known that My fucking relatives would screw me over, LIKE ALWAYS. I just feel like I cant do anything right at this point of my life.
Mary I am sorry that I left you hanging. I had to go see my mom, needed to talk to her. I am a moma's boy true and true. I have to ask though, I was wandering if I could hangout at your house saturday, just until kosh's mom leaves.
I dont want to go to my mom's because she doesn't have a phone. I dont want to go to joe's because I dont belong there anymore. Never have.
And now a quote from someone
This above all, To thine own self be true.
Love you guys, hope to hear from you soon
The Turtle