Jun 06, 2006 12:25
today started out a pretty good day, I almost slept through my alarm clock but ended up waking up early so that was good.
Then at my AP Psych class (it was the last day for seniors) Jack gave an amazingly moving and touching speach of encouragement and luck, and as I listened to it I realized that it feels wwwwway too close to home right now... I am not ready for the things that I need to be getting ready to do, but at the same time I really want to be gone, doing my own thing.
so now... I am feeliing slightly panicked and scared.... and not ready. It also doesn't help that I am trying to figure out what I need to do to get my stuff together for rowing in college............... agh. ..... I feel like I'm suffocating...
ok I'm gonna go take a walk now.