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[turquiose4teal]

I stood up today for the first time in 2 months!!!!!!!!!!! And I'm allowed to learn how to walk on one leg!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!! WWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!! I'm so happy....but scared too. I've never felt so tall in my entire life...It's like I went from 3feet tall to 5'8" in 2 seconds...it's so bizarre...I've never

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[anonymous]

You just amaze me
I think its absolutely beautiful how you're dealing with this situation
I cant speak for everyone, but I know Ive learned something from all of your recent entries
I hope everything is going as well as it can
Know that you are in my thoughts

This is Kory by the way
Bye!

[turquiose4teal]

AAAWWWWW Kory!!! Oh my god, how are you?! How's your first year of college going so far? Thank you so much for what you said. You're such a sweetheart and I've always thought you were such a cool person among the people I met through Amanda. (My favorite, between you and I ;) ) Anyway, Hope you're doing well and it's great to hear from you.

nice outlook

[rubbish114]

i'll drink to that..

sorry nikki, had to do it.

Re: nice outlook

[turquiose4teal]

haha...that was a good one...and I'm gonna take it as a compliment. ;)

[onedozenroses]

*cries big tears* I am so happy for you and so soon! This is great news. *hugs*

[onedozenroses]

Thanks darlin!! I'm really happy too.

[onedozenroses]

haahah you always post anoynomously I had to wonder who it was but I am glad you are doing okay Nikki!

[teresa_clay]

YeeHaw, Cowboy! I'm so glad you're able to get up and move around on your own steam! It is a great feeling, isn't it? "Re-discovering" the mundane things we do every day is also very exciting. I kind of know what you're feeling, having come back from the brink myself. I never take anything for granted any more. I see everything that passes in front of my eyes. I so adore being alive . . . isn't that funny how we don't appreciate stuff until it is taken from us? I don't even get pissed in traffic any more. I just sit there and think how cool it is that all those cars are sitting right there just so I can see them. Life can be very, very good if we just let it!

[turquiose4teal]

yea it's so so weird...but amazing too! It's like walking is now a port and I'm just learning the basics....I just walked this morning...which was pretty hard and painful but I know this will make walking even more of a special thing for me and I'll appreciate it so much more. And I completely agree that we need to LET life be good in order to be happy. I'm hope you're doing well and feeling good and getting strong...are your clothes hanging off of you like mine are?

bad-looking clothes

[teresa_clay]

My clothes are not looking as "good" as they once did. ha ha I lost 4 pounds last month--not a big loss, but still a loss of weight. It's hard to eat when the sight and smell of food makes you want to ralph, but I force myself to eat. How weird is that? I used to be the chubby one in the family! You will need to eat lots and lots of "fat" foods in the next few months to gain back your weight and strength. Don't worry about your cholesterol and that other crap, just enjoy being able to eat cheeseburgers and fries, and milkshakes, and pie--you must eat pie! Now, while you have no hips! ha ha

Re: bad-looking clothes

[onedozenroses]

hhahah Nikki if you get to eat mcdonalds do it for me or I will be jealous of you hahahha!

[sakeofnoone]

Yesss!! Improvement.