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I haven't been able to fall asleep at night for the past four days. Last night I didn't fall asleep until 4am or a little after and I slept through my alarm and missed my 8am biology class...which I am extremely mad about, seriously. When I'm really happy and I feel like things are going my way, I can't stop wondering when it will come to an end. And when I'm really depressed and hating my life, I think it will never come to an end...how shitty is that?
I'm going to Benin, Nigeria for three weeks in July to work in a medical clinic. After I rang someone up the other day at work, i told them to have a great day. They replied by saying, "thanks to you it's headed in that direction." Two little girls walked by me while I was smoking on a 10 and started coughing profusely. I smiled because that's exactly what I did when I was their age. My mom had her tubes tied yesterday. My dad keeps telling me I can't come visit him every time I tell him I miss him because I need to work hard in school right now. I know he's right but I still wish he wouldn't say that. I don't know how people who move 500 miles away from both their parents deal. I guess that's why I only moved 50 miles away from one.
I'm going to Benin, Nigeria for three weeks in July to work in a medical clinic. After I rang someone up the other day at work, i told them to have a great day. They replied by saying, "thanks to you it's headed in that direction." Two little girls walked by me while I was smoking on a 10 and started coughing profusely. I smiled because that's exactly what I did when I was their age. My mom had her tubes tied yesterday. My dad keeps telling me I can't come visit him every time I tell him I miss him because I need to work hard in school right now. I know he's right but I still wish he wouldn't say that. I don't know how people who move 500 miles away from both their parents deal. I guess that's why I only moved 50 miles away from one.