Yesterday was national kissing day, and I was talking about how it would have been a good excuse for a kiss meme, and how it seemed those kind of themed memes seemed to have died out a little
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this is a gift, it comes with a price; Killjoys: Dr. Death Defying+Show PonycreepyliciousJuly 8 2011, 18:16:35 UTC
D doesn't really know what the hell he's doing or why. There are surely other people who could've taken care of this problem better. The thing that got in the way of that was the problem itself and Chibi. D is sure as fuck Chibi only left the kid here because she thinks he's going to go mad out here all on his own. But what the hell does Chibi know anyway? Doctor D. supposes he should give the problem a name, now that it's his problem and all. The problem, the boy (he needs to come up with a name fast, you can't call a boy 'boy' for all his life), sniffs and doesn't look up from the ground. D's seen a lot of really severe wounds out here and that - that being a scrapped knee in this case - really doesn't count as severe.
He knees down, so he's on eye-level with the boy. “Okay, that doesn't look too bad. You'll live,” he says. It's gruff and not really reassuring, but well. He's giving the boy back as soon as she crosses his freaking path again he decides, but before that he's giving him a name. A really awful showy one. The boy sniffs once more, a big tear running down his face. D doesn't think he can stand this much longer. There is only one thing to do here. A drastic measure he doesn't really like to think about. He sighs, grabs the boy's leg, who's still sitting on the sand, and kisses around the small wound carefully, tasting chopper and sand and dirty boy skin. The boy's breath hitches and the sniffing and crying stops.
“There, doesn't that help?” D asks. The boy looks up then, for the first time since he fell on his ass, and smiles nodding. D smiles back. Well, fuck, he thinks.
Re: this is a gift, it comes with a price; Killjoys: Dr. Death Defying+Show PonycreepyliciousJuly 8 2011, 20:34:40 UTC
Thank you! I have this whole backstory in my head that is basically about how Pony was dumped by Chibi on D's porch (so to speak) and D not wanting him, but Pony worming into his heart and how D raises him anyway and they become a family and then, then the Killjoys show up and Pony falls for stupid Party Poison (and he doesn't even like Party Poison!). Even if he made a promise to never love anyone/fall in love with anyone because people are dying faster than stupid baby-rabbits out here. but ending up kissing it better anyway - it's a drastic thing to do, but sometimes a man has to do what a man has to do.
Re: this is a gift, it comes with a price; Killjoys: Dr. Death Defying+Show PonycreepyliciousJuly 9 2011, 10:10:30 UTC
Uhm...this is a snippet from the backstory I mentioned to turps33. In this one Pony is 14.
------ “I'm never going to love anyone again” he says looking D into the eyes.
“Listen...” D begins.
“No, you listen. I'm not. From this point on I will never ever fall for anyone. Never.”
“You can't decide that.”
“I can. I can stay away. I can not get attached: I can leave out the feelings because it hurts too fucking much when they leave you.”
D looks sad for a moment. Pony isn't sure if it's for Pony or for himself. He and D aren't talking about their pasts. It's not like they can do anything about it anyway. It's the fucking past. What counts is what they lived trough. What they survived. Pony was raised to be a fighter, but he was also raised to be a survivor. That's his way of surviving.
Doctor D nods once sharply as if he understands. “Okay.”
“It doesn't mean...” he takes a deep breath and doesn't look at D when he continues, “I can't unlove. You know?”
“I know.”
Pony nods. Once, sharply. He never told D that he loves him like the father he doesn't remember, but he is sure D knows anyway.
Re: this is a gift, it comes with a price; Killjoys: Dr. Death Defying+Show PonycreepyliciousJuly 9 2011, 15:19:38 UTC
Thank you so much. D needed someone to keep him sane and remind him that there is more to life than revolution. And Pony needed someone to be there for him.
The thing that got in the way of that was the problem itself and Chibi.
D is sure as fuck Chibi only left the kid here because she thinks he's going to go mad out here all on his own. But what the hell does Chibi know anyway?
Doctor D. supposes he should give the problem a name, now that it's his problem and all.
The problem, the boy (he needs to come up with a name fast, you can't call a boy 'boy' for all his life), sniffs and doesn't look up from the ground. D's seen a lot of really severe wounds out here and that - that being a scrapped knee in this case - really doesn't count as severe.
He knees down, so he's on eye-level with the boy. “Okay, that doesn't look too bad. You'll live,” he says. It's gruff and not really reassuring, but well.
He's giving the boy back as soon as she crosses his freaking path again he decides, but before that he's giving him a name. A really awful showy one.
The boy sniffs once more, a big tear running down his face.
D doesn't think he can stand this much longer. There is only one thing to do here. A drastic measure he doesn't really like to think about. He sighs, grabs the boy's leg, who's still sitting on the sand, and kisses around the small wound carefully, tasting chopper and sand and dirty boy skin. The boy's breath hitches and the sniffing and crying stops.
“There, doesn't that help?” D asks.
The boy looks up then, for the first time since he fell on his ass, and smiles nodding. D smiles back.
Well, fuck, he thinks.
~end~
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I had to grin at Dr D, so gruff but ending up kissing it better anyway. :D
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I have this whole backstory in my head that is basically about how Pony was dumped by Chibi on D's porch (so to speak) and D not wanting him, but Pony worming into his heart and how D raises him anyway and they become a family and then, then the Killjoys show up and Pony falls for stupid Party Poison (and he doesn't even like Party Poison!). Even if he made a promise to never love anyone/fall in love with anyone because people are dying faster than stupid baby-rabbits out here.
but ending up kissing it better anyway - it's a drastic thing to do, but sometimes a man has to do what a man has to do.
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------
“I'm never going to love anyone again” he says looking D into the eyes.
“Listen...” D begins.
“No, you listen. I'm not. From this point on I will never ever fall for anyone. Never.”
“You can't decide that.”
“I can. I can stay away. I can not get attached: I can leave out the feelings because it hurts too fucking much when they leave you.”
D looks sad for a moment. Pony isn't sure if it's for Pony or for himself. He and D aren't talking about their pasts. It's not like they can do anything about it anyway. It's the fucking past. What counts is what they lived trough. What they survived. Pony was raised to be a fighter, but he was also raised to be a survivor. That's his way of surviving.
Doctor D nods once sharply as if he understands. “Okay.”
“It doesn't mean...” he takes a deep breath and doesn't look at D when he continues, “I can't unlove. You know?”
“I know.”
Pony nods. Once, sharply. He never told D that he loves him like the father he doesn't remember, but he is sure D knows anyway.
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I finished the Pony fic and remembered that you liked the snipped, yo I'm linking you.
http://nur-luegen.livejournal.com/46183.html
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I'm so glad he got left with someone who could look after him and offer love in return.
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D needed someone to keep him sane and remind him that there is more to life than revolution. And Pony needed someone to be there for him.
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