Jan 02, 2006 00:23
Okay, one of my resolutions is to keep a journal. A real one. I have never been able to in the past. I'm always afraid that I'll spill secrets out on paper and it will be read and people will discover something about me that I don't want them to (as if I have dark, dark secrets). Or that I will look back at things I have written and think I am an idiot (though now I will try to see it as personal growth).
Livejournal just doesn't cut it anymore. I can't be completely honest because in the back of one's head is always the fact that others will read it. And when I forget that others read it and say something that induces slight vulnerability, I get embarrassed.