And I am home
So I am finally pretty much almost unpacked from my sophmore year of high school. Going back to North Branford, hits me in a hard place sometimes. I feel kind of torn. I love NYC, I love living alone, I love being in an urban environment. At the same time school work was killing me, I was loosing faith in so many people and everything was beginning to feel grey. Now in CT, more specifically North Branford I like the feeling of starting a fresh, a new summer. At the same time I feel like I do not belong here and even more isolated. I am not sure how I am feeling. I guess when it comes down to it I feel alone...again. I am content just living my life but I am yearning for someone just to see things the way I do for a little while. I know that I should just shrug it of, I mean what do I care? Moving past the overly emotional relationships of highschool is nice at the same time sad. I am begining to miss strong feelings towards someone. Lately my strongest feelings have been about a policy or law. Anyways, I am home but due to unfortunate circumstances will not have my cell phone till Saturday. If you want to chill or whatever give me a call 203-484-2299.