Quick update as I have much to do

[turpentinekiss]

Why did these past two weeks have to hate me so damn much. I am so sick of crap coming my way. I did not get Drew's internship and the shitty thing is last year I was wait listed as well. I just feel like a failure. A failure who is trying so very hard not to drown. Blargh...gotta go finish my paper.
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[cherished_dream]

Hey Heids...I understand how you feel right now but you are not a failure!!!! I have those same kind of feelings and feelings that something is wrong with me. A very wise and amazing person told me that nothing is wrong with me. Rejection is part of life. You are never going to get everything you want though it might sometimes seem that others do. There is always that something that someone wants and doesn't get. It sux that this is the case. Just keep trying and eventually you will get something that you really want. When you do you will be happy. I know that people always say this but you will realize that everything happens for a reason and that things you were upset about really weren't as bad as you thought they were. Hang in there and know that I'm always here for you, heck I'm just in New Rochelle so I'm not far.

[turpentinekiss]

Thanks Jen that mean a lot to me! It really does. Sometimes it is just so hard to keep trecking, but that is your only option ya know? I am doing a bit better, I feel like I have a really good support system and am trying to look at the bright side of this whole freaking debacle. We def. should hang out some time. I do not have your number anymore though because of the whole lost and then new cell phone. I am going away for break but I would love to chill with you before summer break. So leave me your number or something. You could show me around ur campus or whatever, I mean we are ridiculously close not to see each other! Thanks for being there lol! And I am sure you will find something better than being an RA. I mean come on who wants a bunch of whinney first years banging on their door all the time? Thanks Again though