sex in a sauna.
So i stayed the night at jeremy's last night. that was fun... jeremy and i had fun in the sauna. and i have rug burns on my back now... ^_^;; but what i really want to update about is that... i need a job. a good job. and i need help finding one. i may have found one but... it may not go through. so yeah.. and this totally isnt a "oh i just want money to buy stuff with" kind of thing. people should want tto help when i tell why i need one so bad. i need a car. and i need a bedroom apartment. and again im not being selfish at all. at least i dont think so... and i need money in the bank and all of this by the time im 18. cuz i need to proe to whoever i need to prove it to. that i am more capable of taking care of my sister than my mom. i want to take her from my mom. im sick of just letting her go through all of the shit that she has had to going in and out of homeless shelters her entire life. im sick of it. and i miss her. so im gonna do it. instead of having my own kid as soon as im ready i'll just get ready for my sister. as soon as i get all of the stuff. but first i need a job. as im getting said job i need to research who to go to for this kind of stuff. and hopefully i can get her. so thats my goal for after high school. and i'm glad i finally have one. and in my free time i can teach myself how to sew. and i can still design. and all that good stuff. but i have to have my sister. i dont want her to grow up screwed up like me. i need prayer. and lots of it.