so i went driving right.

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i took hil out tonight. hadn't really seen her in a while if you don't count lifebeat because you know that is not legitimate since i drank myself half blind. so yeah we went to watch a movie, got some food at in and out because hi that place is the shit. double double burgers own. then we went back to the hotel and chilled for a bit and after a while i dropped her home.

as i was driving home i realized i didn't want to go home. home being the hotel and all. so i kept driving. driving is eerily calming. i told myself that once my travis cd was finished i'd turn around and head back to the hotel. well no that backfired because i put in summerteeth and that was another hour's worth of driving. and so it continued, with led zeppelin and wilco again until i realized i was a good distance from the hotel. from la. from anywhere remotely functional. but it was okay because i got time to think and sort myself out. i dunno, not everything is fixed in my head right now but at least i'm trying right.

so now i'm home and i think i wll go to bed. off like your panties bye.

ps. jess i tried calling you earlier but you weren't at the hotel so i left a message for you at reception with my number. you got it right?