This is Colin Elliot Pence.
He proposes to me everytime I come into work.
He tells me I am the Dorthy to his Tin Man.
We sit on the carpet and recite Where The Wild Things Are together.
Colin is 3.
Time and life are fleeting.
Working and going to school all the time have allowed me time to myself,
much needed time.
Many days I am left with just myself and that is fine.
I needed to learn to be more selfish in the aspects of not bending backwards
to appease everyone but myself.
I'm doing more of what makes me happy, which most of the time is sleeping.
I'm learning more about life from three and four year olds than I will any
adult in my life, the amount of honesty and love within such a small person,
with no grasp of the "real world" boggles my mind,
I'm starting to think that people my age
are the ones who don't grasp the "real world".
Turn your world upside down every now and then,
you probably need it.
Back to roots and the basic, as my best friend would put it "Dont you dare ever give a fuck."