drama= not so bad
ive decided i love the drama of my life, and everything that comes with it. if i didnt have drama id be bitching my life is too boring. this drama keeps everything interesting, it keeps me going. i love that im the most indecisive person i know. ive come to a few conclusions on some things. my first conlusion is robbie is a great guy. hes amazing and im really lucky to have him in my life, and i dont want to lose him. ive also decided i care about dj with all my heart, and hes incredible, but hes my best friend, not my boyfriend. my emotions are probably being weird because im having a hard time dealing with him leaving. i feekl like we're meant to be great friends, not lovers. im going to miss him so much, but we'll stay in touch and we'll make it. i've also decided the hottest kid i've ever met in life, jay, could be an awesome friend. i really don't need more boys to decide from in my life. maybe something would come of his flirting, but chances are hes just a huge flirt and a really sweet guy. i think we could be good friends. and lastly if stet and i have held it together for the past five years, we can make it through his moving. i'll miss him insanely, but we will not lose touch, i know this for a fact. shayn and i also can drive up a weekend and visit or something. but i know that stet and i are not going to let this move hurt our relationship. the end=)).